Well, it's 3:30 am and I can't sleep. I just played Rock Band II it as saaweet, a lot of good tunage!! I recommend it for anyone who enjoyed the first one, the tracks are way better in this one.
So for the past few days I've been downloading some horror/scary movies to watch, but I then realized that I can't watch them, because Josh is in Connecticut and I am the biggest wuss ever! lol so I guess I'll have to get some loser teeny bopper movies to tide me over to when he gets home and can let me squeeze his hand in terror until he tells me it is numb, lol.
Speaking of horror, I got a movie called "Midnight Meat Train" I've been waiting for this one and I got it and it's scary as hell (more disturbing than scary) and Josh fell asleep so I had to shut it off, the suspense was killing me, lol and I couldn't watch it alone. If you are in the mood for a good gory horror movie, go with that one!
So it's almost time to book our trip to Europe, except for the small detail of Josh not having a passport yet... he's such a procrastinator (hehe) oh well, I guess he wouldn't need me if he remembered everything, lol We found this awesomely cheap website to get tickets "Air Transat" it's awesome, you can fly from F'ton to London for uber cheap!! so as soon as he gets his passport, which I will get him on top of when he gets back, I will book our tickets so we can start booking hostels.
Well, I think I'm going to finish "the Lost Boys" and hit se hay!!
Lata
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
First blog
Well, I guess I never thought I would have a blog, but I've read a few from some people I know, some I like, some I don't, and decided to try it out.
First off, this won't just be for ranting (venting) because honestly I'm not as mean as someone might have led you to believe.
Second, hopefully I can use this to talk about what is going on in my life, which is MOSTLY positive, all a matter of opinion i guess, because some people might think that my life is as shitty as it can get because I work at walmart (which apparently is as low as you possibly can get) but really, I love the people I work with, and I work in the accounting office so I'm learning a lot, and I take all of it as a positive step in my life.
So to start this off, I need to get something off of my chest.
Someone in particular thinks that I don't care about others, when, in fact I do, and I care very much. But I've reached a part of my life where it seems it doesn't matter what I say or do, nothing changes, so I've learned to just move on and leave the ball in the other court. I realize, from my own experiences that you need to see the truth on your own, without others jamming it down your throat, which I have to people I care very much about, because I thought I was doing the right thing, but it wasn't and I regret that, but at the same time I was afraid of this person getting taken advantage of.
Most of those who are reading this know me, and probably know that I graduated College in 05 with a diploma in Veterinarian Assistant, which I know disappoints an odd few people that I didn't do anything with it, but I felt that it wouldn't make me happy, and it's hard for some people to understand, and I can't explain it, but I made a mistake and now I'm paying my student loan and that is my life, and I will live with that. Now, just because I'm working, and didn't go to University doesn't make me less of a person than someone who has and may be working on their masters degree. I think it is very unkind to talk so little of someone in my situation assuming that we are wasting our lives by not getting a university education, this does not mean we aren't going to do something important in our lives. I have never understood why someone can feel better about their own life by making others seem like they're useless, because all that does is make me see what a negative, and insecure person they really are.
Now onto my life as of now.
I am still living in Fredericton, working as an Accountant at Walmart. I live with my boyfriend of 4 1/2 years, Josh. We are staying here until he is done his final year of University, and in that time we are both taking the TESL/ESL course (teaching english as a second language) and when he is finished, we plan to travel Europe for a month or two, and hopefully travel to Asia to teach. It seems like a lot (packed into a paragraph), but it can be done. :)
I am very excited about all of it, and I'm sure there is someone sitting in their chair reading this and laughing, thinking that I can't teach without a University degree, well it can be done, and I will.
I just wanted to add in this first blog that I believe relationships between men and women aren't always complicated, and don't need to be, because my boyfriend and I, even after 4 1/2 years have very few problems, besides who is going to clean, etc (those "problems" are so trivial in a relationship), you shouldn't take the person you love for granted. I think you should miss them when they're gone, regardless of how long, and you should tell them how you feel (without thinking) I think that if you are with a person that you love to the bone, you shouldn't make them feel inadequate, you shouldn't hurt them, you should compliment them, and if love is real, it brings out the best in both of you. If you find it brings out the worst, then maybe you should really think long and hard about it and wether it's right for you, because being happy is the most important thing in life.
Sorry if that was too sappy, but I'm sure all of you have sappy moments, but if you made it this far in my blog you are probably sappy right now as well. lol
Peace
First off, this won't just be for ranting (venting) because honestly I'm not as mean as someone might have led you to believe.
Second, hopefully I can use this to talk about what is going on in my life, which is MOSTLY positive, all a matter of opinion i guess, because some people might think that my life is as shitty as it can get because I work at walmart (which apparently is as low as you possibly can get) but really, I love the people I work with, and I work in the accounting office so I'm learning a lot, and I take all of it as a positive step in my life.
So to start this off, I need to get something off of my chest.
Someone in particular thinks that I don't care about others, when, in fact I do, and I care very much. But I've reached a part of my life where it seems it doesn't matter what I say or do, nothing changes, so I've learned to just move on and leave the ball in the other court. I realize, from my own experiences that you need to see the truth on your own, without others jamming it down your throat, which I have to people I care very much about, because I thought I was doing the right thing, but it wasn't and I regret that, but at the same time I was afraid of this person getting taken advantage of.
Most of those who are reading this know me, and probably know that I graduated College in 05 with a diploma in Veterinarian Assistant, which I know disappoints an odd few people that I didn't do anything with it, but I felt that it wouldn't make me happy, and it's hard for some people to understand, and I can't explain it, but I made a mistake and now I'm paying my student loan and that is my life, and I will live with that. Now, just because I'm working, and didn't go to University doesn't make me less of a person than someone who has and may be working on their masters degree. I think it is very unkind to talk so little of someone in my situation assuming that we are wasting our lives by not getting a university education, this does not mean we aren't going to do something important in our lives. I have never understood why someone can feel better about their own life by making others seem like they're useless, because all that does is make me see what a negative, and insecure person they really are.
Now onto my life as of now.
I am still living in Fredericton, working as an Accountant at Walmart. I live with my boyfriend of 4 1/2 years, Josh. We are staying here until he is done his final year of University, and in that time we are both taking the TESL/ESL course (teaching english as a second language) and when he is finished, we plan to travel Europe for a month or two, and hopefully travel to Asia to teach. It seems like a lot (packed into a paragraph), but it can be done. :)
I am very excited about all of it, and I'm sure there is someone sitting in their chair reading this and laughing, thinking that I can't teach without a University degree, well it can be done, and I will.
I just wanted to add in this first blog that I believe relationships between men and women aren't always complicated, and don't need to be, because my boyfriend and I, even after 4 1/2 years have very few problems, besides who is going to clean, etc (those "problems" are so trivial in a relationship), you shouldn't take the person you love for granted. I think you should miss them when they're gone, regardless of how long, and you should tell them how you feel (without thinking) I think that if you are with a person that you love to the bone, you shouldn't make them feel inadequate, you shouldn't hurt them, you should compliment them, and if love is real, it brings out the best in both of you. If you find it brings out the worst, then maybe you should really think long and hard about it and wether it's right for you, because being happy is the most important thing in life.
Sorry if that was too sappy, but I'm sure all of you have sappy moments, but if you made it this far in my blog you are probably sappy right now as well. lol
Peace
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